THE ROBERT W. WHITAKER ARCHIVE

My life has been different from Sysop or Elizabeth and I have to admit that I've learned things the hard way.

When I was about 16 I fell for this older guy, but he left town and met someone else. I was devastated. But I did miss making my first very big mistake. When I married my husband at 19, I liked him of course, { most people DO like him] but I wasn't dizzy. But, HE WAS, and he was persistent! So, inspite of being in general dumb as a box of cookies, I managed to make a sound decision that kept my life from being a total mess.

My own mother went nuts on me. Hospitalized, od on valium. Thought it would be alright if I married a black. Had no idea what was happening. I didn't either really so you can see why those "lost arts" are so vital to us. Feminism or male chauvinism or whimpiness, are all killers for whites.

The rock and cave art of the ancient San (bushman) tribe here in Southern Africa is superb. A very ancient tribe of yellow-African people, way more intelligent, perceptive, sensitive and healthier/hardier than your average contemporary mud. There're probably San-bones dozens of meters underneath where I am sitting and typing to you right now - City of Madness, South Africa - MY turf. No, this ain't a San-sympathy session - but could they perhaps have made contact with the Nordic-Egyptians of three-odd thousand years ago? Mommy Professor? Maybe, maybe not... but I get on better with blacks of Bushmen-ancestry - I know GENUINE Bushman <i>mulatto</i> Afrikaners here - <i>bergies</i>. Homeless drunkard bums but I like them. Most the rest of dem niggers I simply don't have the time of day for and that's coming from a born and bred European-African.

I'm not a wigger I'm just your av'rage skinhead / neo-nazi-type-pizzadude-fellah, getting a bit long in the tooth. I'm not afraid to show nigger-gangsters here I'm a white-racist-pig-dog AND THEY RESPECT ME FOR THAT, or they PRETEND to anyway. I've had <i>plentsch</i> fights with blacks here. One-man army, I work alone like Yuri and Bob did. My skin is my religion I can see it feel it touch it period. When I die I'm gonna smell more than I even do now so who gives a hoot. Me. That's why I'm here. I've given just about my best up 'til now, fantastic. So this new-found reality makes me feel great, this "racial-awareness". Why complicate it with religion (with respect to deists) but isn't it better to travel light? I don't want to offend, I'm just speaking my truth. Once our race sheds it's luggage it'll move forward again.

But where I've lived (alone, unarmed except for Shogun kitchen-knife and a few widgets) for the last five years, surrounded by millions of muds in a country where whites are dying like flies, how do I do it? Dunno. Can I sustain it? Yes - no's NOT an option. Someone's watching me? No, not God - Nature - and me. Haven't worn a watch in three years but still always know the time. Someone new to the turf wouldn't last a week in this ghetto they'd be fed to the muds because that's Africa for you, any Boer will tell you that. God is being very cruel to the God-fearing Boer right now, why would He do that? Silence.

And we host The NWO/FIFA World Cup here in 2010 ha-ha what a joke, I squirm to think about it - and that's coming from THE GUT of THE KILL-ZONE - one of the most violent places on earth, my lil' haven in Hell. 2010 will be just another set-up, we'll see. Expect trouble. Remember the KGB guy? Listen to him again... heh-heh ol' Yuri's spot-on. Yuri deserves a beer, get him a beer. You know that. Prophesy's awl in the mind. Once you got the facts.

South Africa is no doubt very tough for whites. My sister and brother- in-law are in western Kansas. He works for a large hog operation and they use Mexican and South African help. Needless to say the Mexicans are mostly illegals now and the South Africans follow the law. He likes the South Africans but not the Mexicans for several good reasons.

As for religion, I gave up trying to complicate anything with it. I just believe certain things are true.