#5 Peter Gene Budarick | 2006-02-19 01:36
Dear Bob,
Well i consider {myself} free. Always have.
No matter the pain or abuse. And i am not a sadist to suffer such abuse! But like foolishly spending too much time under the sun and then suffereing severe sunburn. It happens to us all i suppose.
I realized that i was free a long time ago and that the others that attempted to inflict on me THEIR PSYCHOSIS [based on their ignorance] were badly mistaken.
Point is, here, i did NOT know they were badly mistaken, when i was so young! I simply rejected it becauase of what i now realize were genetic impulses.
Your theory about genetics is RIGHT Bob! I am living proof of that!
I had the worst upbringing possible without a father. What you state in your latest talk is absolutely correct. I am blessed by GENES and not by upbringing! Many who had 1000 times better upbringing than me, self destructed even before i knew about sex and woman. I saw them go down. It was horrible! They had everything i did not have but they were miserable!
I am deadly serious about this Bob!
But i could not proove it when i was very young!
To be able to offer proof you need some minimum of power.
AND it is not the proof, but the freedom to be ABLE to offer the proof! because YOU and I know it IS TRUE!
Our current society and "intellectual community" forbids it!
But the point is, i can proove it now, becauase my "friends" are all now either dead from suicide, drug abuse, horrific marriages, venerial diseases, depression, etc., etc. But {i} survived when i should have been the one to die as a child according to the predictions of the professors !
I do not have any idiology.
I can propose good original ideas which may or may not prove to work for humanity [my ideas would have to be put to the test as any other ideas to determine if they are workable].
But i have learned long a go not to cast my pearls before the swine...
Do as you please and pay the price my brothers but don't ask me to pay for YOUR mistakes - if you do, i may beat you up and kill you "bastards" - THIS has always been my RELIGION.
I think this is good clean RELIGION. I don't lie to you and you know exactly were you stand!
I KNOW I AM NOT NICE, Bob!
My business is not arguing that you may be wrong but rather trying to show you what IS right for all of us independent of my existance.
Thus i could never claim that {i} was right.
It would be silly to claim i am right that the the Earth is round. The fact that the Earth is round has nothing to to do with my beliefs. True?
The idea that some people are "right" and others are "wrong" makes no sense to me whatsoever! For surely they are ALL wrong!
I am not going to punish, the Chinese for eating Dogs and Female Baby Embrios!
Surely "right" is that Reality [in mind] which is isomorphic with Actuality ["Out there in Universe"].
If you can't measure it, please DO NOT impose on me what is "right" or "wrong"!
Moralism IS superstion.
But there is Ethical Intelligence which is gradualy emerging among a new species of the generic human race. Our most recent evolution.
As usual no one sees it but PGB.
This is the problem of Religion and all the speudo Religions we have nowedays.
PeterGene.